“If it was possible, in the past, to speak of the fetishism of the commodity, of money, of the simulacrum and the spectacle, that was still a limited fetishism (related to sign-value). There stretches beyond this for us today the world of radical fetishism, linked to the de-signification and limitless operation of the real – to the sign’s becoming pure object once again, before or beyond any metaphor.” – Baudrillard
In this passage, Baudrillard speaks of the sign being returned to object-hood. So, as an example, technologically speaking, things that are referenced as objects in hyperspace are not just signs of objects, but objects themselves. I take this way of thinking to heart, because my interest in photography and art in general lies in process and materiality. For 10 years I have played with the idea of using process in an object-oriented way to manipulate what is represented in the photograph. Sure, I have had an interest in documenting actual events or specific things that are conventionally perceived as not being obscured through process, but that is not what drives my motivation to make art. I do not particularly enjoy taking a straight photo of a thing and sitting in a group of people while we throw around ideas about the meaning derived by the objects in that image that have already been discussed dozens of times in similar ways. I am interested in taking an abstract idea and applying it directly to the visual piece in question, with or without the representation. Sometimes this leads to a visually confusing outcome because the piece is so specific, trying to derive vague meaning from it is difficult if you have never seen it before. So, in a sense, I am literally using language in attempt to create my own visual language through the interplay of object/idea. Every creative idea I have ever had has based itself upon some language in a text I have read because I use learning as a key strategy to making art. My ideas do not come to me because I have thought to myself, “I wonder what will happen if I do this”. While that is always an intriguing way to think of work I am making, the core idea is not so simple.
This mode of production seems to be very selfish in the sense that it does not allow anyone viewing easy access to the heart of what I “must” have been thinking when I made the images, they are there to beg the question about what I was thinking in a way that is, hopefully, meditative. Purely visually speaking, I want my work to have a meditative quality to it that allows for anyone viewing it to visually see it as making sense in a very personal way….the work is about me, but is also about you. This is, perhaps, my most difficult task. To come out of specificity to something so vaguely appealing that it will reach out to others in a way that transcends language.